What it's like living with the 'worst secret in the world': Couple who admit they're paedophiles insist they don't offend and say being together saves them from suicide - in dramatic new book by journalist Andrew Gold UK YouTuber Andrew Gold is the author of The Psychology of Secrets READ MORE: I'm an ex-criminal and I've lost count of the number of people I was hired to stab- I was paid £100,000 to murder someone By Maria Chiorando For Mailonline Published: 12:31, 28 May 2024 | Updated: 12:33, 28 May 2024 e-mail 51 View comments A new book about the psychology behind secrecy has delved into the dark world of paedophilia. The Psychology of Secrets: My Adventures with Murderers, Cults and Influencers, by UK YouTuber and podcaster Andrew Gold, features a range of different behaviours and activities people have kept hidden - including murder among others. Andrew is best known for his YouTube channels On the Edge , which investigates cults and extreme beliefs, and Heretics , which features interviews with 'guests.

..brave enough to go against conventional wisdom, societal norms, religions and cults'.

Now, he has interviewed an even wider range of people for his new book. In a chapter titled The Worst Secret In The World, the author describes meeting a non-offending paedophile couple, who opened up about their desires, relationship, and how they suppress their urge to offend. Referred to simply as Ruby and Sirius, the pair are self-described as 'minor-attracted persons' (MAPs) whi.