is opening up about how "hard" her sobriety journey has been as she shared more about her past struggles and her desire to drink again. In an episode of her , which aired on Sunday, June 16, she shared how it has been for her since she stopped drinking. Tana was reminiscing about one of her birthdays that she celebrated in Turks and Caicos where she said she had too much fun after drinking and partying excessively.
"I really want to have a drink on my birthday," Tana said to her cohost . "I don’t think you should. I don’t think it’s what it’s cracked up to be," Brooke said.
"Obviously, sobriety is hard and I have never gone on this sober journey with the intention of it being forever," Tana . "This goes for drinking and sobriety..
.but the bad side for me is how bored I am all the time. And my social battery and my back hurts so damn bad, I would love to take the edge off.
" "I would love to be able to have a drink with my friends. I want to have a glass of wine at dinner," Tana added, saying she misses the feeling of "letting loose" and that drinking alleviates her scoliosis. "Why don't we get you a back brace?" Brooke said jokingly.
"There have to be steps before relapsing." Tana previously opened up about her struggle with drink in a YouTube video titled, Letting You in on the Truth About MTV, Depression + a Life Update in 2020. She revealed that 2019 was a challenging year for her even though her fans think she had "the perfect life.
" “2019 might have been one of .