Actress and television presenter Mandira Bedi has finally opened up about the demise of her husband Raj Kaushal for the first time since his passing away. The DDLJ actress said that for the longest time, she wasn’t able to talk about it without crying and now finally she has gathered the courage to talk about it publicly. “The only way out is through.

Of course, my children and I think of him every day. It’s not like we’ve forgotten him. The first year was very, very, very, very hard.

The first of everything is just impossible to deal with. The first birthday, the first anniversary, the first Diwali, the first Christmas, the first New Year. The second one is a little bit easier, the third one is a little bit easier.

..” said Bedi while talking with Humans of Bombay.

“There are moments when we remember him because of a song. I’ve done the therapy I’ve needed to, there are times I still do it. As human beings, we are always a work in progress.

.. What I can do now is talk about it.

It makes me emotional, but I can. There was a time I couldn’t. But I won’t break down.

.. I started working two months after it happened.

.. I have to support my family and myself.

I need to do it for my children,” she added. Mandira got emotional and said, “It’s been six years that I’ve had his car. And I have to sell it now.

I’d been holding onto it for emotional reasons, and now I’m going to shed a tear when it goes. So, it’s a work in progress. I’ve dealt with the .