Billie Eilish "hates" the person she becomes when she's in love. The 22-year-old pop star - who split from fellow musician Jesse Rutherford last year - has opened up about her personal life in a candid new interview with singer Lana Del Rey confessing she feels uncomfortable being "vulnerable" when she's fallen for someone romantically because she has "a power issue and a control issue". Grilling Billie for Interview magazine, Lana asked her: "When one of your romantic relationships ends, do you think you leave them with a thousand questions? Or do they leave you with a thousand questions? Or is it split 50-50? Is it more dangerous to fall in love with you? Or is it more dangerous for you to fall in love?” Billie then replied: "Big question, Lana.
I don’t even know. I think 50-50 is probably accurate. I literally hate who I am so much when I’m in love .
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"[I struggle with] being vulnerable in a romantic way. I really don’t like being - I was going to say out of control, but there’s ways that I do like being out of control. "I have a power issue and a control issue, and I also don’t like being vulnerable in a romantic way.
It makes me feel uncomfortable, and I don’t know how many times I’ve really been in love. I think there’s different versions of love, and I think that you can be in love and it might not be deep." Billie went on to explain she doesn't like expressing her .